Saturday, August 18, 2012


Before I started talking to the dead people, I didn't believe in reincarnation. I could not remember any past lives. I also thought "Old Souls" were the wisest of the incarnated.

Now I believe almost the opposite.  I think that we have all been here thousands and thousands of lifetimes. (Almost all of us.  Maybe Jesus and Buddha came only one time.  Although I do think there is a possibility that both were astral projections from the future Macro Family.)

In part, we keep coming back because we get embedded in the lower astral, or "micro" perspective.  We create karma that needs to be worked out.**

Once you get far enough over ("crossed over" in a sense), far enough away from your human lifetime and the afterlife (which is really part of this lifetime, but is mostly on the astral plane) and death, all humans just become one human.  It is from this large whole that we break off and become separate.

But we are holographic, and each soul must encompass the totality.  But because so many things become hurtful in this dimension, we try to avoid the pain of this karma by forgetting.

If there was a life where your soul experienced being a victim, then karmically you created a future or balanced a past where you were the predator, the attacker. (If you were witch burned at the stake, you were or will be Inquisitor, etc.)

We are the only species that kills for reasons other than food, or as part of inherited rituals of mating or birth. We appear to be the only species that lives beyond the present or this physical dimension.

We inhabit mental and emotional, even if we deny spirit. 

But we have not sufficiently mastered our own fears and inadequacies,  and having forgotten our past lives, believing that "this is all there is" in order to avoid the pain of past lives, we have also forgotten that we are immortal outside of this dimension.

And we are just now beginning to understand that we create our reality through our thoughts, beliefs and observations.  To create a higher plane of existence for ourselves (and a New Age for all humans)  we have to assume full responsibility for all experiences of this life, and also all previous lifetimes.

But so few of us can really even accept one lifetime of bad decisions, or anger, or disappointment.  To be able to fully accept retro-cognition, one must be able to release all guilt, judgement, blame, and anger against others in this lifetime.

Only then will the mind be willing to see and understand the movements of the soul, and the pattern of the karma of the soul, will be revealed.

Or, if one is of advanced enough level of transcendence, if all past karma is released through Higher Love or kundalini awakening.  But even then, all must be released with total faith.

I think of it as an astral Circle, with the next level being entrance to the Circle, and my Guardians press the athame to my throat and say the popular "it is better you should fall upon this blade than enter this Circle in less than perfect Love and Trust."

Can you enter your future with such certainity? Even if it holds things you would consider terrors from this perspective?  Allowing yourself to be led wherever, knowing that there are few things you have not been in all your past lifetimes.  And also all the lifetimes of no consequence you have had?

For full retrocognition, a person really has to be willing to remember lifetimes when s/he was everything s/he hates in this lifetime.  It is a big step in consciousness, and such responsibility will change even the most mundane aspects of a person's life.

It is also the most liberating and powerful step a magickal and/or immortal person can take.

Praises, Thanks, & Blessings,

** (Of course, it does seem that we want to experience this pain and suffering, and this separate micro existence. There is so much to experience in this dimension, this life.  To have the choice of joy or suffering! To eat a peach, to walk on the beach... etc...
On the other side, everything in this life is wonderful. Everything is complete.  Nothing is separate.  We come here to experience the seperation.
 Many spirits have told me they would return to this life, even if they knew it held only suffering. This life is keenly beautiful from the other side of death.
And we do have within us the power to make it what we call Paradise, or Nirvana, or Heaven. So truly the level of suffering we experience is within our control. Once here, there is the possibility of creating joy, even from sorrow.  A truly powerful "old soul" can create coins from thin air, wealth from winds, etc.)

Thursday, August 16, 2012


There is a lot of fire and creativity for those that desire it.  Tonight, Thursday August 16, is a good night to incubate some powerful visions of the future.

Friday late morning is the New Moon in Leo and all good and pleasurable things will be illuminated.

At least for those looking for the magick and happiness.

Tomorrow night is good for ritual.  A ritual of seeking and harvesting the fields of joy.  A new moon of satisfaction.

For witches especially, tomorrow night is a night of great apprecation for natural forces and all the elements and spirits.  Sing a song, dance a dance, gaze at the moonless sky with adoration and appreciation.

Samhain is coming, and I believe this is the last year of the Age of Pisces, and at Yule it will be the Age of Aquarius.  But Samhain is not here yet, and we have time to appreciate what we are about to harvest from this last year, the Last Year.

Praises Thanks & Blessings!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012


Well I been hearing a lot of reports of wack astral shit, and all I can say is, "hey folks, it's the dark moon, good time to banish some bottomfeeding astral spirits, demons, spirit troublemakers, and so forth."

I recommend banging on a pot with a spoon, then spraying all the corners with some rose oil and rock salt in water (bless the water and the potion afterwards too). Use a regular spray bottle, work clockwise around the house, and also in each room. On the morning after the new moon (Sat I think) welcome some new energy and strengthen all the defenses. I like the smell of Native American Sage burning, but I think we magickal peeps need something stronger right now. Peace!


BadbadbadBadbadbad by Jesus Angel Garcia

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

JAG is a great writer and this is a great story.  He really understands the world of the "Dirty South" and the people that inhabit it.  Conservative, born-again Christians, and the "fallen angels" and rebels that live outside the white (man) picket fences.  He also deeply understands the violence of men and the isolation men feel without the centre (wife, children, family) of "decent" society.  The protaganist lives in three worlds: the "society/work/outer-appearance" world of the evangelical, "Born-again" First Church of the Church Before Church ("decent" society), the "underworld" of the fallenangels fetish/hook-up internet club, and his "real/inner" world as a man that has destroyed his marriage and is in a battle to be allowed to participate in his son's life.**

Anyone with an interest in the deviant sexual life of Christian South would especially like this.  And music lovers will enjoy the playlist and the characters musings on music and musicians.

I recommend this to everyone but people that think Reagan was a good President, or that think sex is something you only do with the opposite gender when you are in love.

** SPOILER ALERT ** The story and storyline is built on this inner arc.  If this were a mass market and not a noir/pulp/indie, an obvious climax would have occured within the two outer worlds-- a public scandal that would have exposed his involvement in both the church and fallenangels website.  A Hollywood screenwriter would (probably will) be able to re-work the story to fit into the predictable American 3-act formula.  I was expecting that too, until the last two chapters.  That nothing is resolved in the outer world also gave the book a dose of realism that only really good fiction (a la Jim Thompson) can provide.

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Thursday, August 9, 2012


Lovely rain! Think the weather witches might be back on track? This was a winter and spring of unusual weather, and unusual weather in St. Louis is nice weather. In summer hot and dry is unusual, and we had that very active Mars transit, Uranus active, etc.

This  Martian/Uranian heat and drought, even though a heavy Venus transit (the tsunami in Indonesia and Hurricane Katrina were during Venus transits). However, Venus was in Gemini, ruled by Mercury, until Tuesday, and it was late Tues/early Wed that Mercury went direct.

So I would say let's resume our truly unusual "end of the world" weather at this point, with lower temps and more night rain. Talk to your local weather witches and thunder gods, please!

Tuesday, August 7, 2012


(If you don't understand why I am celebrating Lughnassadh on a day other than than the Catholic Church's "Lammas" aka the Anglo-Saxon "Loaf Mass" please read this post.: )

Mercury goes direct tomorrow!!! On a Wednesday, in the 8th month on the 8th day (Hermes/Mercury/Thoth and Air Magick seem highly favourable, and communications with the astral and the future...)

...and of the last year of the micro man before the First Year of the Macro Family...  make corn dollies out of the old chaff that will blow away in the autumn winds... 

For those of you who are "Poppinsian" witches-- that is Nanny's of the Dioynision sort- I think tomorrow is a good day for umbrella travel and laughter levitating afternoon teas!